Hi friends!
When i was finishing my graduation in Ranchi, almost every moment i thought to leave the city in search of job. Every time, u know what i mean. I was fed up with routine life. I wanted to be free as an animal is in the forest. No one should care about me. No one should ask me where i am going? what i am doing? I also don't want to care about anybody. But you know we all are social animal. You can think of doing each & everything in your life. But family is always there. And you cannot do anything without them. Their support is well needed at all the times in our life.
While all these things were going through my mind, I got a chance to leave home & come out of my comfort zone in April of 2012. The chance was given by a big corporate giant who came for interview in college. I filled the form & luckily i was called for interview at Rourkela, steel city. After finishing interview in May 2012, i sat in the home for almost two months thinking what to do if i didn't get a final call for the job offer. At the same time, i started looking for MBA college. Fortunately, i got a call in the July of the same year asking me to join the company in Chennai. I was little anxious as i have never been so far so alone. But i made my mind and started my journey from that tiny city to the giant one which is among four metros in India.
After reaching Chennai, things were totally different there. Everything was alien to me. But i had to adjust myself because i don't want to go back to the same place which i left a month back. Everything started well at work also. All my colleagues & boss were good to everyone & so to me. In the beginning, i got interest in the job because everything was new. And whatever i was doing was not out of the books. Only difference was the real situation. You have to complete everything on time, target achievement was the essence of every job. My boss used to say whenever i ask you some data, i need it badly. Badly means real bad. And i mean it.
Things were moving quietly. Days & months passed and i started loosing interest in the job. I lost interest in the job so much that i was planning to quit. But you know your family. You can not leave that just like that. My parents took all hardship without showing any pain to us. They raised us to this level where we can think of leaving alone, freely. Now they expect the same thing from us. Why not?
Its their right. Any kind of relationship requires give n take. If you have taken so much from your parents, give them at least something. So that they can sleep well and spend the whole life without any fear. We can do this much. Our generation is not that much advance where we can send our parents to old age homes.
Another side of me wants freedom, free life where i don't care anything. All i want is me. I want to roam like an African animal from one part of the country to another in search of happiness, i want to fly like a bird, i want to swim like a whale, i want to run like Forrest Gump, i want to fight like fight club, i want to die like a soldier. I want to talk to people, understand them. I want to give this world some idea which can improve the way of life. I want to do something of my own. I want people to hear me, understand me. I am not somebody who keeps on talking & blabbering anything. I talk sense. Just listen me once.
I will not let this world forget me. I came here in this world for doing something. That i will do...whatever cost i have to pay.
The feelings are never ending...but you know, always feeling makes you feeling-less.
Read my next blog for more updates.
Thank You.
When i was finishing my graduation in Ranchi, almost every moment i thought to leave the city in search of job. Every time, u know what i mean. I was fed up with routine life. I wanted to be free as an animal is in the forest. No one should care about me. No one should ask me where i am going? what i am doing? I also don't want to care about anybody. But you know we all are social animal. You can think of doing each & everything in your life. But family is always there. And you cannot do anything without them. Their support is well needed at all the times in our life.
While all these things were going through my mind, I got a chance to leave home & come out of my comfort zone in April of 2012. The chance was given by a big corporate giant who came for interview in college. I filled the form & luckily i was called for interview at Rourkela, steel city. After finishing interview in May 2012, i sat in the home for almost two months thinking what to do if i didn't get a final call for the job offer. At the same time, i started looking for MBA college. Fortunately, i got a call in the July of the same year asking me to join the company in Chennai. I was little anxious as i have never been so far so alone. But i made my mind and started my journey from that tiny city to the giant one which is among four metros in India.
After reaching Chennai, things were totally different there. Everything was alien to me. But i had to adjust myself because i don't want to go back to the same place which i left a month back. Everything started well at work also. All my colleagues & boss were good to everyone & so to me. In the beginning, i got interest in the job because everything was new. And whatever i was doing was not out of the books. Only difference was the real situation. You have to complete everything on time, target achievement was the essence of every job. My boss used to say whenever i ask you some data, i need it badly. Badly means real bad. And i mean it.
Things were moving quietly. Days & months passed and i started loosing interest in the job. I lost interest in the job so much that i was planning to quit. But you know your family. You can not leave that just like that. My parents took all hardship without showing any pain to us. They raised us to this level where we can think of leaving alone, freely. Now they expect the same thing from us. Why not?
Its their right. Any kind of relationship requires give n take. If you have taken so much from your parents, give them at least something. So that they can sleep well and spend the whole life without any fear. We can do this much. Our generation is not that much advance where we can send our parents to old age homes.
Another side of me wants freedom, free life where i don't care anything. All i want is me. I want to roam like an African animal from one part of the country to another in search of happiness, i want to fly like a bird, i want to swim like a whale, i want to run like Forrest Gump, i want to fight like fight club, i want to die like a soldier. I want to talk to people, understand them. I want to give this world some idea which can improve the way of life. I want to do something of my own. I want people to hear me, understand me. I am not somebody who keeps on talking & blabbering anything. I talk sense. Just listen me once.
I will not let this world forget me. I came here in this world for doing something. That i will do...whatever cost i have to pay.
The feelings are never ending...but you know, always feeling makes you feeling-less.
Read my next blog for more updates.
Thank You.